Syu And Her Life

It’s number 401

The previous post was the 400th post of me in cyberjaya.org ^ And seriously i’m trying to get use to my desk.It was an old desk from our previous house,our home,but i haven’t been using it for…4 years plus already.That long. ^^ We went back to Bukit Katil to get some things from the house.I supposed we’ll be completely move from Bukit Katil to here.I..Kinda miss living there.Where everything is quite.Where there were only 7 of us in the house.Where there were things which can spook the hell out of me everynow and then.Most of all,i miss the homey feeling it had,has and will always have.I..Kinda think that this place here,where i’m standing right now doesn’t have THAT homey feeling.Not as much as the 21st house had.Ah dame.I’m back to my emotional whatever.Oh i’m finally able to type with only my wrists moving instead of my whole hands. xD Kinda weird but is supposed i’ll get used to it.

I’ll be alone next week for intern.Because Airy and Hazmi is going to Banda Kaba next week and i still have another week in Ayer Keroh.But but somehow.Erm..Can i like..Stay here longer?hahahah At least the uncles are kind and warm. ^^ But then again,no woman.Ok let next week be the last week ne.Hahah

I..kinda gonna eat alone next week for lunch.Ahh..Tsumaranai yo ne?But i supposed i’ll be okay?It’s just eating anyway you look at it.Ah Syuhada is being emo-ish again.Za told me before i’m such an emo person for liking to be all alone.But..Hahaha yeah.i do like to be left alone.Like i hate it when people irritates me.Like,go find someone else to bother.I’m not at all interested with you.Syuh syuh. >.<

While i’m writing this,my eyes are basically halfway close.I’m meccha tsukareta today.The moving,the 4 sites visiting,the waiting for 5pm.Hahah Gonna take a nap for a while before i come to my senses and starts doing icons again.I miss doing icons.Especially for TQS 2.Oh  i wonder when is the last episode is going to be released.I soooo cannnttt waiiiitt.

I may not update more for tonight,so to be safe,

Matsyumiyasuminasaiiii~

Sakuraibabai ^^

Nasyer.

(Our second Ichiban~!)

I got this through SakuOhNasyer’s blog.And..IDK i just felt like doing it so yeah this it the result.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Ne Nasyer,we kinda have similar result deshou? *huggles* ^o^

Emotionally Unstable

For days i have wanted to cry but i didn’t find the reason nor the time and courage to do so.And tonight.I did.

I was watching 24 Hour TV 2008.Only in part 2 now.And they were showing Yuka-chan’s story.And it was really moving.I didn’t want to watch it at first though.Wanted to stop at part 1 since i still have work tomorrow.But i decided to just go on.And i’m not at all regretting my decision.In fact,i’m glad i took the chance to watch this lovely true story of Yuka-chan.I felt so Aiba.

Ok enough crying now.I’m gonna go sleep.Whoever haven’t watch 24 Hour TV,go download and watch ne.Worth the space in your HDD. ^^

Impressive is an understatement

First.Let me do an incoherent flailing. eiuhgfuisdnkjnfciuhgiounkjdwnkjygboiufjknkjvf egihdfinsklnkjdiufhenfkjbdeyguyehblicn fehfiuwosmnlknkhueihdg5uihngenkln that was called,keysmashing. and next,forgetting uncapsing and space bar gone bad.

ASIXYEARSOLDJUSTMADEMEGODOKIDOKIANDHYPERVENTILATINGBYHERCHOUBERIRELAXMOVEMENT!!! I sounded weird?And i’m not flaililng an Arashi member.And she’s a girl.A SIX,ENAM,ROKU YEARS OLD GIRL.SHE’S THE SAME AGE AS MY YOUNGEST BROTHER!

Go watch and you’ll understand.And Faris,i don’t know..But if you felt gay reading my blog,this is the un-gay attempt of me.hahahahaha

Off topic:My friend who happens to be having the same internship place as i am said Matsujun is cuteeee~!!!!! You know hooowww craaazzziiiilllly happy i was? xDDDD Not the usual “pretty” but cute,comel,kawaii,ker ai.kyakyakyaaaaaa~~~

*got smacked by Jun*

I’m back on earth people. ^^

Ah i have someone’s birthday card to make.1st July..used to be a date i looked forward.hahaha *blush* and that was…ah naganen.Can’t remember xP

Now bye~

NiiiNoooo~ xD

Yes i made some wallpaper.Damn i think i x-posted this everywhere.LoL.Anyway,i made 3 only since Nino’s hair almost killed me and i’ll do more whenever i have extra time. After some other stuffs i need to do though. xD

And and and..Just tell me if you’re taking ne.And i’m going to direct you guys to my comm (blehh biarrr aa) for the download link.I’m ebil like that,redirecting people everywhere LoL xD

Rule is easy.Comment when taking.Just say you took it.No thank is needed pun.Coz i did it out of pure love.Cewah.And..

no freaking re-upload alright? ^^

and and just don’t touch my watermark and claim they’re yours.Coz i still keep the psd file.I’m ebil i know.

And scans credited to Arashi_yuuki@Lj. ^^

Major deluded survey.No I mean Major Major.

I am going to do a 100 question survey that i have gotten from maiaide@lj and the deluded me decided to answer it as Nino-ish as possible.Since..Well…I’ll explain at the bottom of the survey.And and and it’s gonna be pretty long and bratty.Prepare your mental pawaa.

And whoever said deshou comes from desu + yo is kinda weird. Oh and be prepared.I’m all Yellow answering this. xD

1. Full name: Yet to be decided.
2. Occupation: Sit around office to do almost nothing.
3. Date of birth: 22 years minus 14 days.
4. Height as of June 2009: Believed to be 153cm.
5. Weight as of June 2009: Himitsu ♥
6. Eyesight as of June 2009: Still going strong with help of spectacles.
7. Handedness as of June 2009: Left for writing, right for everything else.
8. An ability you think it’d be good to have as of June 2009: Able to see through Nino and Jun’s eyes.
9. Please tell us your blood type with an adjective: As unknown as my undecided name.
10. Your birthplace or somewhere you’ve been that you’d boast about: Thailand.Golok rawks!
11. Please tell us three skills: Adobe Photoshoping, Writing Fanfic, Sleeping
12. Please tell us two strong points of your personality: I love Jun, I love Nino
13. Please tell us one weak point of your personality: I love Jun too much, I love Nino too much.
14. What is the charm point of your outward appearance? My simpleness
15. An unconscious habit? Not wanting to take driving lessons.
16. An unconsciously used phrase? “Eh?You’re not serious!”
17. Something you can’t calm down without? My red pencil.
18. What colour is your cell phone? Black
19. Your ideal time to get out of bed? 6
20. Your ideal time to go to sleep? 1
21. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning? Open my eyes.
22. What do you do before sleeping at night? Close my eyes.
23. On a scale from 1 to 5, your ability to wake up is? 0.2
24. What’s your ideal way to spend a day off? Resting
25. Average bath time? About 20 minutes
26. In my room, here is comfortable!:No room.
27. Please tell us your ideal breakfast: Milk and rice.
28. Do you have a specialty dish that you cook? Yes, I do.
29. What’s moment you are most likely to laze around in a day? When I’m alone.
30. If you have something you’re obsessed with, please tell us: I’ll tell you.I’m obsessed with MatsuMiya
31. A treat that gets you excited? Free stuffs
32. Food that makes you depressed (you don’t like)? Ridiculously expensive food.
33. What’s a delicious food you’ve discovered as an adult? Pasta
34. What (clothing) style have you recently gotten into?Long sleeved blouses.
35. Do you have a fashion item you buy unconsciously? Yes, I do~
36. What makes you think, “Wow, my stress is gone~”? Talking to RGPF
37. What’s the thing you are weakest at in the whole world? Bugs
38. Please tell us your special skill: Smashing keyboards
39. What’s your small daily happiness? My photoshop
40. Something you keep in mind in your job: Do my logbook.
41. Something you’d like to try in your job: Connect people’s network.
42. The greatest joy in your job: 5.30pm
43. Something you think is tough in your job: Nothing
44. Something you think you’ve grown in: I don’t know?
45. A skill you’d like to develop in your job: Puncture that damn tab block.
46. What’s your field of expertise? Not being in the field.
47. What’s your area of weakness? In the field.
48. What is work to you? Something I have to get done.
49. What is Arashi to you? Awesome band.
50. I like this about Arashi!: Arashi.
51. Sum up the charm of Aiba Masaki in one word: Child.
52. Sum up the charm of Matsumoto Jun in one word: Gentleness.
53. Sum up the charm of Ninomiya Kazunari in one word: Everything ♥
54. Sum up the charm of Sakurai Sho in one word: Legs
55. Sum up the charm of Ohno Satoshi in one word: Art.
56. Actually, this part of Arashi is weak!: None whatsoever at all!
57. When do you think, “I’m glad to be in Arashi”? When I AM in Arashi? LOL
58. Until now, what kind of Arashi has it been? Stormy and yet calming.
59. From now on, what kind of Arashi are you aiming for? Arashi that I can grasp right in front of my eyes.
60. Something that’s made you happy recently: I made a wallpaper that my friend said is very hot.
61. Something that was fun recently:Photoshop.
62. Something that was upsetting recently: My wallet getting thinner.
63. Something that’s been on your mind lately: My wallet getting thinner.
64. Something you’re wondering about now: When is my wallet every going to get thicker?
65. Do you have a jinx? Yes I do.For you.
66. What’s your favourite word? Sasugaaaa!
67. Please tell us your favourite motto: Himitsu desu~
68. What’s your creed: What is creed?
69. What’s the source of your smile? Nino and Jun.
70. What’s a happy word said by people? “Painful but fun” Quote: Ninomiya Kazunari
71. When have you thought, “This person is really great~”? When I saw Arashi dancing and singing.
72. There is this kind of privilege for being my friend!: Your friends increase by 1.
73. There is this kind of privilege for being my girlfriend!: You get to see my fanfic and wallpaper before anyone else.
74. What’s your ideal male image? Ninomiya Kazunari
75. What’s your ideal female image? Matsumoto Jun
76. Please tell us one of your special date plans: A date in a fun fair!
77. Something you want to try and give as a present to the person you like: Me ♥
78. Words you’d like to try saying: Kaka’s full name.
79. A place you’d like to go once: Nino’s house.
80. Something you’d like to try once: Hockey.
81. One day, you suddenly turn into Aiba-kun! What do you want to try? Dance-fight with Pankun!
82. One day, you suddenly turn into Matsumoto-kun! What do you want to try? Being fashionably hot.
83. One day, you suddenly turn into Ohno-kun! What do you want to try? Drawing!
84. One day, you suddenly turn into Sakurai-kun! What do you want to try? Dance the Kamiyama dance.
85. What Arashi song exactly fits your mood right now? Crazy Moon~Kimi wa Muteki
86. What Arashi single has left a deep impression? One Love
87. What Arashi album has left a deep impression? Time
88. What Arashi concert tour has left a deep impression? All of them!
89. If there were 5 hours added to a day, what would you do? Spend 5 hours.
90. If you weren’t in Arashi, what kind of job would you have settled into? Whatever I’m doing now.
91. Please tell us your biggest past crisis: None
92. Please tell us how you got out of a pinch: That’s never happened.
93. Please tell us one of the Seven Wonders of Ninomiya Kazunari: Teeth, Eyes, Hands, Buttless Sexy Bottom, Button nose, Thin Lips, Brattiness.
94. Please tell us one of the Seven Wonders of Arashi: There are infinity!
95. What’s the most necessary thing in your life? Everything and everyone around me.
96. Please tell us the knack for enjoying life: Smile and laugh!
97. What’s the treasure only for you? My family,friends and achievement I had worked for.
98. When do you think, “This is the greatest happiness!”? When I’m with my family.
99. If you were to give a title to this life, what would it be? “The First Time,Over and Over Again”
100. What’s your greatest ambition in life? To own and be owned by Ninomiya Kazunari

Now what’s so deluded about this?If it’s not obvious enough.

I got tagged by Nino.yay!If this isn’t called deluded,i don’t know what to call it.

And now i’m tagging Chii and Nasyer.Go answer in your ichiban’s way as much as you can. xD

T^T

Office desu~No icon.Haha

I am reading Utusan and found this article.

Wanita berusia 26 tahun dan berasal dari Felda Keratong, Muadzam Shah dekat Rompin itu dipercayai baru dua hari menyewa bilik di wisma tersebut bersama seorang kenalan wanita untuk mencari kerja.

Mujurlah kejadian yang berlaku kira-kira 6.30 pagi itu disedari oleh beberapa penghuni rumah sewa yang terdengar tangisan bayi dari dalam tandas di wisma itu.

Wanita itu pada mulanya enggan membuka pintu walaupun didesak. Dia sebaliknya hanya berbuat demikian setelah kira-kira sejam. Itupun selepas bunyi tangisan bayinya yang terendam dalam baldi cat berisi air bersama tali pusat, tidak kedengaran lagi.

Wanita itu hanya menangis tanpa henti. Keadaannya tidak bermaya dengan darah berlumuran di tubuh dan lantai tandas.

Timbalan Ketua Polis Daerah Kuantan, Pemangku Supritendan Zulkifli Taha berkata, siasatan pihaknya percaya suspek bertindak demikian kerana mengalami masalah dengan teman lelakinya.

“Suspek dipercayai merahsiakan dirinya mengandung dan hanya mengatakan sakit perut kepada rakan-rakan ketika hendak melahirkan anaknya itu,” katanya pada sidang akhbar di Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah (IPD) Kuantan, di sini hari ini.

“Pihak hospital mengesahkan bayi itu meninggal dunia antara pukul 6 dan 7.30 pagi akibat lemas. Polis akan menahan wanita terbabit untuk membantu siasatan,” jelasnya.

What shit?I mean seriously.She’s a freaking TWENTY-SIX-YEARS-OLD.You have sex,an unprortected sex,and end up with a baby because what?You trusted you boyfriend?eufnksncjkhuyeruihcjkwb what shit is this.What wrong had the baby done?Freaking unfair.Even dogs raise her puppies.Forget dogs,piggies raise their offsprings too!Sometimes i think human are worst that piggies.

And on a happier note

Warga baru Real Madrid, Kaka dianugerahkan Bola Emas selepas terpilih sebagai Pemain Terbaik Piala Konfederasi

Yayyyyy!!Kaka bb got himself best player~!Luis Fabiano got himself Golden Shoes award.^^ I’m proud of Kaka. xD

When did i first watch him again?Ah.World cup Japan/Korea when even my uncle didn’t notice that great guy.Hahah xD And i liked him ever since.Other than Ronaldinho and Iker Casillas of course.I can’t seem to like Cristiano though.Especially ever since he joined Manchester before.I supposed now that he’s out of MU,i can be err ok with him?hahaha yeah right.

Well..It’s almost 12pm now.What?Only 12pm? >.<

And i read the news,wrote in here,replies comments in lj,wrote fanfic OMG,wrote in my logbook,and…played games.Now i don’t know what to be done. T^T

Sakuraibabai~

Another 1st day.

I was like a curious cat going around the office.On the good side,i have my own desk.I can go rest until 2.30pm and go home at 5.30pm sharp.And it’s a fun place to be.It’s quite.Honestly very very quite and i could finish 2 pages of very long essay in my log book explaining what i did previously lol.So yeah.I still have on-site work.But only before 1pm.My boss is cool too. xD I don’t know about tomorrow.But i’m pretty much looking forward for a fully charged handphone [i played game in the evening what the hell], fanfic notebook, logbook and a book to read? xD

So…I have almost 400 posts already? *snif*snif* terharu.I started blogging for almost 4 years?And i’ve been using a lot of platforms namely Friendster,Blogspot,Wordpress.com,self-hosted and LJ.And i’ve been using cyberjaya.org since..A year and a half ago?Yeah around there.Not much post ne..Hahaha But i’ve reach 900 plus comments.yay~!Many of it came from myself pun.hahahaha But anyhow,arigatou minna.For being with me.Why am i being all grammy awards?Nevermind.

26 categories ne..That’s really a lot.So i’m gonna use more tag instead of Categories now.haha xD 2 Drafts..Erm..I ought to do the LONG LONG LONG ago tag post.But but..Later lah.haha xP

Japan style theme had been used since i can’t remember when.Which means quite a long time ago already.And i’m very lazy to uprage my wordpress.Like serious. T^T

Almost 2 freaking thousands of SPAM comments!Akismet-san,anata ni koi suru yo! xD *goes cleaning the spam in q* xD

I’m actually..Kinda bored.Hahaha.

Oh well.

Mata ne minna ^^

Ohmiyasuminasaiiii~~

Tho i probably will be sleeping after only a good few hours of whatever.haha